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Not posting for days can mean…..

2/10/2016

  1. That I have been completely down with Migraines and just can’t get to my computer to post anything

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2. I have not had a single migraine and I have been busy doing things like laundry, packing for a trip, running errands and taking care of a sick kid.

Luckily for me and my family I had a nice long stretch without a migraine…6 whole days!  This was the longest stretch I have had without pain medication, nerve blocks, facet blocks, etc. and no migraine.  The daily head pain was there the entire time, but at a very low level and there were even periods of time where I didn’t even notice the headache.  I felt very fortunate that I was able to be with Gideon during his week off of school (even though my increase in meds made me incredible tired).  Luckily Gideon loves to just hang out and watch cartoons and YouTube videos.  If we weren’t running errands, we were hanging out in bed watching videos.  Gideon was finally feeling better by the end of the week and went back to school on Monday…I think we were both ready for that!  With the addition of Flexeril as a nightly preventative med and increasing my Robaxon (both muscle relaxers) I slept a lot this week.  But when I was awake, I had huge bursts of energy and was able to do laundry and pack bit by bit for our trip to FL.

My migraine free days came to an end last night.  And when it came to an end, it resulted in 0-5, full blown migraine in the matter of about 10 minutes.  The only triggers that I can think of was talking on the phone and computer time balancing my checkbook.  At any rate I went straight to bed. I woke up at 3:30 am and the migraine was still raging, but I didn’t want to take any medication if I could get back to sleep.  So I put my IceKap on with nice cool gel packs and was able to fall asleep, waking up on and off, for 2 more hours.  When I woke at 5:30 am I couldn’t handle the pain anymore, so I tried Imitrex first because I was suffering from both the classic migraine (stabbing pain over the eye) and the tension migraine (Pressure and swelling around my entire head).  Imitrex barely touched it, so after a half an hour, I changed out my gel packs for cool ones, and did my morning medications plus the migraine cocktail (Toradolx2, benedrylx2 and Robaxonx2 was already part of my morning meds).  An hour later, the migraine was completely gone and I was able to complete all of my tasks that I needed to accomplish today; safety recalls taken care of my van (and we got 2 bran new key fobs…so exciting), shopping and lunch with my friend Mindy and one of the longest oil changes ever, but at least the car is all set for the big trip tomorrow.

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And now that we are pretty much packed, with the exception of the last minute stuff, I could use lots of prayers as we travel 15 hours.  Just hoping and praying for low to no head pain…but I packed my arsenal of abortive meds if I do end up with one…so I feel prepared.  We pick the boys up after school and head straight out!  We are all pretty excited!!  Just a quick picture to leave you with from our last trip to Destin, Fl…such a beautiful place!  I can’t wait to go for a walk along the beach 😉

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MHNI Visit #13

2/2/2016 Yesterday I had my follow up with my Dr’s at MHNI yesterday.

I woke with a full blown migraine. I took my morning meds and an IMITREX, put my IceKap on and slept for an hour. When I woke up I felt so much better, thank goodness, because I had no idea how I would make it through the day.  Gideon took all of his meds like a champion this morning (thank goodness). He had to go with us to the Dr. appointments because he couldn’t go to school, I couldn’t drive and we didn’t want to expose anyone else to his multiple illnesses.  So he got to hang out in the car with us for the day. He is all set with electronics, movies and his new little stuffed animal. Then as we went to all get in the car, we had locked our one and only set of keys in the car. Luckily Dan is a pretty handy guy and we still had a metal hanger. Car unlocked, and only 15 minutes late. Then I downed some ice tea (caffeine) to further help knock out the migraine.

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My neurologist changed the triptan I was on (Imitrex) to a triptan called Amerge for an abortive med for the classic migraine, hoping it will have less side effects.   We also discussed adding Flexeril to my preventative meds for NDPH. He had read an article that people with NDPH have had great success with Flexeril, so I will be starting that tomorrow.  We will see how it goes. It is a low dose so hopefully I won’t have to many side effects.  The last change to my meds is to increase my migraine preventative medication, Robaxon to its maximum dosage to see if I had any better luck at a higher dose.  At my next office visit if my migraines haven’t gotten any better, we will try a new preventative med.  I didn’t want to add a new medication before our vacation. If the increase in this med doesn’t work, we try another at another at my next appointment. The goal is to find a med that will break the cycle of the migraines and NDPH and prevent further head pain. I also now have the option to make an apt for nerve blocks in my temples as needed every 6 weeks which thus far has been a miracle block.  I get an entire week of pain free.

2/3/2016 Today Gideon and I had a whirlwind day.  Josiah had a delay in school, so we drove him to school, so Gideon and I went to CVS to return our late Red box movies..ugh, we have to stop doing that!  And then I realized I forgot my prescriptions…ugh again!  We did manage to get to the post office to resend for the 3rd time documents to SSDI…ugh why do they keep losing my paperwork.  We drove back home to get the prescriptions…ugh.  Went back to CVS and then headed to Eaton Rapids for lunch with Dawn at McDonalds…Gideon was so excited!  Then a follow up with his Dr.  He is still full of illness 😦  Double ear infection still, swollen glands, sinuses completely blocked up.  So she prescribed prednisone to help all of the swelling (Is it bad that I want to keep the prednisone for myself 😛 and no I gave the steroid to Gideon.  He is feeling better, but just the energy level!  The rest of his little body still hurts.

Once we got home I passed out with a migraine on my left side (very unusual for me, most of my migraines are on the right side).  Still have a mild migraine but a good day overall.

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My Stay at Chelsea, MHNI Inpatient program: Plan v 10.0-14

April 1st: The first full day was really just getting settled in and getting an IV going in order to deliver medications.  I met with doctors to come up with a plan and the nurses started the infusions that night.  I woke up this morning for the first time with no headache in quite some time and it was lovely. However within an hour or so it was all back. But the relief was great.  Medications in the infusion included: DHE, Singular, Trazadone to help me sleep and Klonopin to help with the anxiety.

April 2nd: I met with the doctors and they came up with the first procedure to try….a bilateral greater occipital Marcaine nerve block.  Even though I had a bilateral occipital nerve block done at Sparrow (which didn’t do anything) during my second hospital stay, they wanted to try it again.  The way they did the procedure was much simpler and less painful than the one at Sparrow.

Meds plan: At the same time taking me off the meds that were not working; Keppra, Neurontin, Elavil.  The Trazadone really helped me sleep last night and it feels great to have deep sleep. It’s been awhile.

Around noon I did some extremely basic yoga in a chair but the movements of the head and neck resulted in a terrible migraine.  I also had a great deal of jaw pain today.  I am coming to the end of day two. They have me on a fair amount of medications for the time being.  Just trying various combos.

The IV Saga Begins: When it was time for the infusions (IV meds) the IV line I had in was really painful so they removed it and had the same problem getting a new IV started, 4 pokes by 3 nurses later and the IV was in and meds were given. Quite a traumatic experience because the head pain was so bad and the infusions aren’t pleasant. However once it was all done, I crashed for two hours, and woke up with a much reduced migraine.
So I keep going and keep trying whatever they have.

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April 4th: More fun with the grandparents at Lego day at the library.  Gideon seems to be having so much fun with Grandma and Grandpa.  Josiah is with dad because he is in school and can’t miss just because I am in the hospital.

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Rough day today. Headache has peaked. Just praying they find something that will help.

Let’s go State!!! Man I wish goose bumps didn’t hurt my head because that was an awesome Stars spangled Banner 👍 Go Green Proud to be a spartan. Great elite 8 game and great game today. Stay calm and Sparty On. Now Wisconsin need to represent the Big 10 in the championship game.

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April 5th: Today is Easter and Dan’s 40th birthday.  Dan arrived just in time to Easter Sunday service.   I was looking forward to communion on this Easter Sunday and even invited Dan to join me. However when the service started it became clear that it was a catholic service where we were not allowed to partake but can receive a blessing because we are not Catholic. I was so very disappointed. Time to simply dive into the Bible this  morning. I know Catholics feel very strongly about this but my feeling is that if you believe that Christ is your Lord and Savior and that he died on the cross for you you should never be banned from taking communion. Nowhere in the Bible does Jesus tell you to turn away those who believe in him. And today I felt turned away, I felt not good enough and shamed as they walk around and only give communion to those who attend a Catholic Church. Whose to say they even believe! I don’t mean to offend I will just never understand how the Catholic Church can set themselves apart when the word Catholic means all embracing.

Aside from my rant earlier I wanted to say a very Happy Easter. Christ is Risen. Christ is Risen indeed!! PTL. I also wanted to say a huge Thank You to my mom Sherry Dunne Weaver and dad Bob Weaver for taken such great care of our kids. For taking them to church and for making a special Easter. I am so bummed that I couldn’t put together their Easter basket, dye eggs and hide them for a fun Easter Egg hunt.

April 3rd Gideon

Thank you, thank you thank you. I love you guys and I don’t know how I would be getting through this rough patch on my life. Oh and I love my new pjs. I already put them on!!

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And a Huge Thank you to my husband who spent the day with me in the hospital going to an Easter service that meant pretty much nothing.  But at least we got to visit.  He has been so wonderful through all of this.  It is a huge adjustment with me not working and me staying with my mom a lot.  But we are making it through somehow!

April 6th: Here is a good explanation of the procedure I am having done today. And Dr Sapor remains the lead Dr. here at the clinic. I will go I. At about 1:00. Tomorrow I will be having another lumbar puncture. Bring on the prayers my prayer warriors!!

Nerve Blocks : They did a C2, C3, C4 and C5 bilateral facet block.

IV Saga continues: My veins suck and they won’t do a pic line due to high risks with the meds I am on. I have now been poked 14 times that have resulted in 3 iv lines that have all failed and one blood draw. So I currently have no IV and need one for my procedure at 1:00. And to top it off my head is not doing well. Oh and I can’t eat or drink anything so no comfort eating either. On a bright note the day is not likely to get much worse

If anyone is out shopping and finds Cadberry Cream eggs (original) I will pay you back for them. They are my absolute favorite candy on the earth and luckily for me they don’t have coconut oil 😉

April 7th: Heading in for another lumbar puncture very soon. A bit nervous after the last one lead to a spinal headache. They are doing it again because the Hayes Green Beach ER doctor didn’t take pressures which are important to determine whether or not they will have to do another blood patch.

Lumbar puncture/Spinal tap went well: NOT.  I now have another spinal headache. They are awful but at least laying down helps but the underlying headache that got me here is there whether I am standing or sitting.  In other words…it sucks big time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Unfortunately the ice I need to help with swelling from the facet blocks are increases head pain.  But I need the ice to keep the swelling down.  Ugh.

IV Saga Continues: they had to start anther IV today and it took 1 nurse 4 pokes and another 3 to get the line going.  Plus the pain from the first IV has left my right arm very weak and quite painful.

April 8th: Today is a day that I am truly having difficulty praying. Crying comes freely though. So I am needing to lean on my prayer warriors. The spinal tap yesterday resulted in a spinal headache and will now need a blood patch. I am terrified based on my last experience which was horrendous. Rough day but at least the spinal headache is positional which means I get some relief when laying completely flat.

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The blood patch is done and I am back in my room. Not nearly as traumatic as the I had done at Hayes Green Beach. The prayers were heard my friends. It resolved the spinal headache immediately which is expected but the migraine has been exacerbated in the process. So hopefully a day of complete rest and we can get back to resolving this damn migraine. Be gone, I say, Be gone!

Hospital war wounds. And my Mickey Mouse shirt got me through it all today!! Well that and God and all of your prayers of course.

There isn’t much to do in a hospital room that doesn’t have wifi that I can’t watch Netflix no my iPad.  So I have been watching MSU basketball (see above) and The Voice.  Come on let’s go Joshua Davis (from Traverse City, MI).

April 9th: Nothing like a tornado warning and being sent to the hospital basement to help my most severe headache of my stay.  I took a blanket and laid on the floor until we had to come back up stairs. There were so many people I just wanted to bolt!

Long day!  They did an X-ray of the neck just to be sure they weren’t missing anything.  The technician was a bitch and was completely unaware that I was about to puke even though I kept telling her that was going to puke.  My legs were giving out and when she grabbed my head she grabbed it at the temples and that resulted in much more pain and nausea.  She just went about her business and that lead to more dizziness and nausea. As far as today goes, it is one of the worst days yet.

I was given a CD with relaxation/meditation…I wasn’t sure at first, but as I listened more I felt comfortable.  Dr. Lake talked me through it the whole way which prevented my mind from wandering.  In fact I don’t think I ever made it through the entire CD before I fell asleep.  So the relaxation part worked very well.

Meds update: The doctors put me back on Prozac and continue to try various abortive medications to try and knock out the migraine, but with the spinal headache is now making it almost impossible to differentiate between the migraine, the headache and the spinal headache

But it was a great day in the end because my mom came to visit, so I didn’t have to be alone through one of the hardest days. Yay for moms who know when their daughters just need them.

April 10th: Today is another day of severe pain that make me wonder if it will ever go away. Meeting with dr now.

They think they put to much blood in during the blood patch so the headache went from not enough fluid to too much fluid. It sounds like they can correct it with meds instead of more surgery. They are also going to give me a day of pain meds. Pretty sure the desperation is becoming more evident every day. I have no idea how you survived for 6 months. All I want to do is sleep.

I’m now on 11 weeks straight of migraine and head pain.  I am at one of the best head/pain clinics in the US and they have no real answers and no resolution. In fact they are resorting to the one thing they only use as a last resort, narcotics. Today I don’t even care about the consequences I just want relief.

It is truly amazing what a shot of Nubain (an analgesic) will do for a person who had been in constant pain for so long. This is not a long term play just a day a relief and I’ll take it. I even took a shower and have friends coming to visit. Things are looking a little bit up today 😉April 10th me again

Visitors: Kristen and Steve and their kiddos came to visit right at the perfect time. It was so great to see them. They have been such a huge support system so it was nice to finally see them in person. The meds kicked in and Kristen and I were actually ableto visit.

After they left I had already walked to the front of the hospital so I decided to do some shopping for the kiddos and for myself. I realized that it had been about 10 weeks since I stepped foot in a store. So the little gift shop, while overpriced, was fun to do some shopping.

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April 11th: Depression is quite severe today.

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This has been me almost the entire day. I sat for about 10 minutes for lunch and another 10 for a late dinner. Head pain is unbelievable, depression is quite severe after learning that the plan for discharge is on Monday. The nausea from the Nubain they have me on for 24hrs was wonderful to have the break but the fall was hard and I slept most of the day. Cried a fair amount. I don’t tell this for sympathy really. Just giving the update So if they really send me home on Monday with no improvement I will head back to my moms and figure out where we go next. I still can’t believe how debilitating a migraine can be and how little people really can understand the chronic nature of it unless they have actually had a migraine that lasts for weeks at a time or gets them daily for days on end. So it has been good to meet a few people that know my pain and how unbelievably disabling they really are. 11 weeks of missing out on everything. 11 weeks passing me by holidays, birthdays, swim meets, Gideon learning to ride his bike, Josiah mastering the wake board. Church, home group, friends, shopping, working, my family in one place enjoying a meal together, seeing my family. And the list goes on. I have been hospitalized for a total of 4 weeks so far and they have no idea how to control this damn migraine. I don’t know where we will go from here which is why the depression has grasped ahold quite tightly.

All the love I got following this post today:

Susie Wilkey Harloff: Sending love your way. I get migraines, but they are knocked out quickly with a Midrin. I can’t even begin to imagine having one for as long as you have. Hang in there.
Dawn Tomlin: It all is sucky! And depressed is normal for what you’re dealing with. I know you are strong and God is your strength. It’s ok to show the dark side of things. No answers and uncertainties would make me depressed too. You will pull through this you will get back to all those things!! I believe there is a way and meds or no meds that headache has got to leave!!! In Jesus name!!! Amen!!!
Nikki Gruesbeck: praying for you Heather! this must be so very hard! Lean hard on Jesus, He is your strength and when we trust in Him no pain is ever wasted. Lord we know that YOU are the GREAT Physician and ALL things are Possible for you. We entrust our sister Heather into your capable hands and ask that you lift her spirit, encourage her as only You can, give her relief from this migraine and impart wisdom to the doctors who are trying to find the cause of this. I pray also that you cover her sweet boys and hubby in your peace and give her back the time ‘the locust have eaten’ because we KNOW that YOU are ABLE! It is in your MIGHTY and POWERFUL name we ask- Amen.
Mindy Richmond: Oh Heather I don’t even know what to say anymore. My heart breaks when I read about all you are missing with your kids and family as I missed a lot when I was in my bad place too. But God restored all that for me in wonderful ways and I know he’ll do that for you too. We are still praying and God is still fighting.
Carrie McHugh David: Heather I feel your pain and do know exactly how you are feeling. I don’t understand why they would release you with no progress or treatment plan. Non migraines I don’t feel understand how disabling these headaches can be. I have missed many of life’s events over the past 7 years. I was really praying that they would have a solution for you. I am 9 days in a row with some type of headache. Very frustrating I know. Please let me know if you need to talk. I will pm you my phone number. Keep the faith and try not to let this get you down.
Kari Alvaro: Oh Heather, I don’t know your pain and I can’t even begin to understand the deep sadness that results from “missing out.” Please know that I am praying for you in groans that only the Holy Spirit can interpret as I continue to ask the Lord of all creation to intervene. We miss you

April 11th

April 12th: Along with all of the positive and encouraging words this morning🙏 I woke up to this sweat guy. Pain level and fatigue continue. Now they are thinking another blood patch possibly. But we won’t be sure until Monday.

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A much needed note from my mom today: Boys enjoyed church. Gideon’s room sandbox was refilled with rice with some colored rice mixed in. Great idea! Might be idea for downstairs. Kids were loving it. Different feel than sand.  Blood patch does seem reasonable. Take one day at time.  Bob and Josiah off to church to unload and get tables set for books. We will go later. Josiah needed break from Gideon he said. Now that Gideon can keep up with him on bike!!! We will pay Josiah to work today. Did you want us to donate the little bike. No way will Gideon ride it again. Give it to little boy!! Gideon says “I love you””

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April 13th: Heading into get an MRI of my neck and then at 4:00 I go in for another blood patch. Besides that I sleep a lot. I finally figured out that laying completely flat on my stomach with my head turned to the right I could get some relief.  The blood patch was so bad, but in a very different way than the first one.  I had searing pain between the eyes that has now shifted my head pain to my left side.

And after all of that they are just going to discharge me.  Ugh!  After today’s tests and surgery I will be discharged tomorrow and heading back to my moms house. Life is far from normal yet but I am trying to rely on Jesus. Not all that successfully but at least I am trying. Something has got to work right?

My throat really started to hurt today and I had an awful taste in my mouth, combined with cotton mouth.  Just one more thing.

April 14th: Discharge Day

Settled back in at my moms for the time being. I have a follow up apt on Thursday to meet with a few more drs.  No answers really in fact they started my meeting this morning with “we have no idea what is causing or how to stop this headache but we’re not going to give up.”  So a day at a time is all I can do.  Oh and I left with a very sore throat and lots of gunk on my tongue.  Nurse had no idea what it was, so they just sent me home without figuring out what was wrong.

IV Saga continued throughout my entire stay:  I ended up with 31 needle pokes, lots and lots, of bruising and an arm that is very, very week and that I can hardly touch with anything at all, even a simple brush of my fingers across the arm.

Medications Tried During my 14 day stay:

  1. DHE (dihydroergotamine mesylate)
  2. Lyrica (pregabalin)
  3. Norflex (Orphenadrine)
  4. Prozac (fluoxetine)
  5. Trazaodone
  6. Klonopin (Clonazepam)
  7. Prilosec (Ompeprazole)
  8. Toradol (Ketorolac)
  9. Midrin (Isometheptene cap)
  10. Zanaflex (Tizanidined)
  11. Lioresal (Baclofen)
  12. Flexeril (Cyclobenzaprine)
  13. Skelaxin (Metaxalone)
  14. Robaxin (Methocarbamol)
  15. Zofran (Ondansetrol)
  16. Nubain (analgesic)
  17. Imitrex (Sumatriptan)
  18. Magnesium

List of Meds that I went home on:

  1. Lyrica (preventative)
  2. Prozac
  3. Trazadone (for sleep)
  4. Klonopine (for anxiety)
  5. Prilosec
  6. Toradol (as an abortive): IM injections (fun)
  7. Imitrex (as an abortive)

 

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BP drop/meds/going home: The Plan v 7.0 – Sparrow/MSU neurologist

IV is back in. Apparently they don’t like it when your blood pressure drops to 87/43. I failed at drinking enough water. Wish they would have told me how much I needed. I drank my water bottle (24oz) over the course of the evening but it wasn’t enough. Oh well. Not really a big deal. It’s just crazy to see your blood pressure so low. And they repeated it several times.  They don’t really seem concerned which is really weird to me, because I kind off am???  I think they are just ready to get rid of me.  And I believe they will get their wish today. 😦

I just called the headache/migraine clinic at U of M and the wait is over a year and 6 months for just a general neurology consult. We just have to pray that the meds and the nerve block injections will do the trick.

I think I must have been clenching my teeth on my left side last night because it feels like someone punched me in the jaw. No pain on right side. It wouldn’t be right if I didn’t leave the hospital with something
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After the neurologist came in for the last time, he added one more medication to my ever growing meds list: Neurontin.

Neurontin (gabapentin) is an anti-epileptic medication, also called an anticonvulsant. Gabapentin affects chemicals and nerves in the body that are involved in the cause of seizures and some types of pain. Neurontin is used in adults to treat nerve pain and has been used to treat migraine.

So I leave the hospital today on the following medications:

  1. Elavil (1x per day)
  2. Flexeril (as an abortive)
  3. Neurontin (3x per day)
  4. Keppra (2x per day)
  5. Magnesium oxide (2x per day)
  6. Birth control (1x per day)
  7. Prilosec (2x per day)
  8. Zofran (as needed)
  9. Topomax (until I have titrated down and off)

And of course I can’t leave the hospital without something else weird happening, besides the very low blood pressure.   I woke up on my day of discharge and my ear was hurting on the outside edge.  No idea but it sure did hurt..but as with my last stay at Sparrow, they just dismissed it and sent me home.

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UGH!!!!!  How am I going to keep this all straight!!! Oh and let the side effects begin 😦

March 13th

I’m Outta here!

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The Plan v 5.0 – Sparrow Hospitalist

The next abortive medication (a new term for me…abortive medications are meant to be used to stop a migraine in its tracks.  Some medications, like Topomax are preventative medications) they tried was called Imitrex (Sumatriptan).  However it made my head hurt so bad that there was no point continuing to try with that med.  They also made Flexeril (a muscle relaxant) an abortive medication because I convinced the doctors that it had worked in the past, so they put it on a list that I could take every 8 hours as needed.

I think the goal is to knock it completely out even if for a day and then figure out how to keep it away. Pretty sure I am on board. 22 days has been a long haul to go without complete relief.

They are also now sending me for another MRI (MRA/MRV) to get a better look at the vasculature in the brain.

Then they tried the steroid Depakote/Depacon and I reacted very poorly to it. Tight chest and lots of anxiety and can’t sleep. No more steroids for me (In retrospect almost a year later, I really wish I had not taken steroids off the list so quickly because I discovered that Prednisone was extremely helpful down the road).  Add EKG to my list of firsts.  A precaution because of my reaction and continued reaction to the steroid. But more anxiety and respiratory not cardiac. Again just precautionary. Then they gave me a Flexeril as I tried to calm down after the reaction to Depacon and then, most importantly spent the rest of the day watching Downton Abbey.

Update: still in the hospital and still trying to get the headache pain under control. Good news (from a Dr stand point) nothing that they can find is causing this headache. So I can see how it is good news; no tumor (Arnold Schwarzenegger “it’s not a tumor” sorry), no aneurysm, blood clot, infection. Nothing really bad that they know how to test for. Bad news: that puts me in with with all other migraine sufferers who have no answers for what is causing the headache or how to specifically treat it.

Doctors Plan: Continue trying to knock down the headache so that it is manageable for me to go home, try new preventative meds to keep it from coming back once we knock it out and follow up with the neurologist.

My plan: I am currently considered a fall risk because of the meds they are taking me off of and so getting up and about is difficult. Therefore I have no idea if my head is actually better or not so Dan is going to come up tomorrow and get me up and around and see how I am doing then just to make sure the pain is actually knocked down when I am up and about not just when I am laying flat. In other words manageable pain while functioning.

March 9th

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It’s Back to work I go again

Feeling sooooo much better today. Which is good because I had to go to work…no more leave, so it was off to work I go again.  But I was still taking meds for pain…mostly Flexeril, Ibuprofen and Benedryl.  The headache wasn’t completely gone, so I wanted to keep on the same routine so that the migraine didn’t return.  However when I got to work today I felt really weird, like I was floating on air…pretty sure it was the Flexeril.

Thank you for all the prayers for today. I was however able to work the entire day with little to no pain. Still working the desk job trying to solve the problems at work.

I even felt good enough to play a board game with Dan when I got home after we put the kids to bed. It has been a very very long 3 weeks and I am so thankful that it has all come to an end.

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It’s off to work I go…

I called in sick, took a Tylenol 3, Flexeril (a new muscle relaxant that someone recommended I try), Ibuprofen and Benedryl and went back to bed.  And then I got a call from Human Resources that I had to come work.  I didn’t have any more leave left and if I didn’t come to work I could lose my job.  I told her about all the medication that I had just taken, but she basically insisted that I come to work.  So I got out of bed, my head in serious pain and all meds starting to fully kick in.  I definitely should not be driving but I definitely can’t lose my job. Quite the conundrum!  But I headed in to work.  When I arrived I was told I couldn’t do any work because of the medications that I was taking.  Human resources vs. boss made it so that I had to come in to work but I can’t work.  Well except for desk work.

So for the next week I was given the task to figure out why the process we were using to harvest botulinum toxin from C. botulinum.   We had been having difficulty producing large amounts of toxins, so I started going through past documents to determine what we might do to better the process.   So I went back to the very beginning!

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