6/12/15 As of today I am no longer an employee at Neogen; I have been terminated. So many questionable acts by HR and so much stress that they put me through. So many of my migraines were a result of increased stress due to the idiocracy of the HR department at Neogen. But like Josiah said “at least you are on vacation for the rest of the summer”. Glass half full kiddo indeed.
Today was one of the worst days all year and that is saying a lot. But then again it was such a relief to know what was going on…I finally knew where I stood with Neogen and now I just had to worry about Short Term Disability which should be approved through Aug 6th as far as I know. So unfortunately I still have to deal with HR..ugh.
And of course they wait until Friday at 4:00 pm to give me the news. Oh and the way they spoke to my mother made me want to strangle them. I have never been so embarrassed by an employer. As soon as I walked out of the building I began crying tears of so many emotions.
It was a great week of relief! But I knew the end of that relief was coming. Headaches are back in full. My job will only be held through next Monday and HR is not telling me anything except that my insurance is good through the end of May for sure. However the procedures that they believe will help long term are scheduled for next month which means whatever insurance I go on May or may not cover the procedures. Limbo is such a hard place to be and it is the hardest place to trust that God has a plan for me. And on the midst of all this worrying my headache just gets worse. I do try to relax and trust that God is in control and then I panic. I’m just scared and in pain to boot. I just wish for once that my HR department would realize how much worse they are making my headaches. They have been pretty terrible through this whole process even forgetting to tell me I wouldn’t get paid without specific documents. I just wish they had been more helpful and more compassionate through it all. But such is life and once again I have let go and let God. Aaaagggghhhhh. In the end I just wish these headaches would go away.